Charles

2010-06-17T07:30:00.000-07:00

my gf is gone , if only we did not broke up .
it will be our 7 monthsary today .
it's hard for me to face the fact , i guess
i have fall in to the deepest level of love .
no matter how harsh you treat me , still i chose to
love you . i hate you for leaving but i really wish
there is a turn back in this . what to do ?
can i cry out to the world for not being able to treasure you
when you're around and regret now ?
i can't continue on writing , my eyes have already turn watery red .
...... shall continue again

2010-05-31T09:28:00.000-07:00

hey , charles HERERERERERERERERE.
i love you alot , time spent together was great .
you seems to change alot this few days , you tend to vent your anger
often . did i did something really wrong that you have to react such a way to me ?
hey baby , i'm here not to blame you or saying that you're at fault .
i can understand that you're fastruated at times but
can you pls dont treat me this way ?
i can endure with you and give you to you most of the time
but if you still go on like this ,
i dont think things would work great , i really dont wanna quarrel
anymore just trying to seek your understanding .
i love you real deep from the bottom of my heart ,
see you this wed !

2010-05-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

Maybe this is really the last post I'm gonna post as your girlf .
I really don't know .

I love you Charles . I never thought this could happen .
Maybe I'm not the one for you .
I stay so far away from you , it must really be sucky to have to travel all the way here all the time ..
I'm not those pretty girls , yet I don't care , however guys would always go for the good looking girls ..I'm not one of them .
See Charles , you can find girls way better than me ..

But , I hate to see you go ..
I love every single moment spent with you ...

2010-05-26T23:33:00.000-07:00

Baby come back .

2010-04-18T05:38:00.001-07:00

Happy 5th month bboy !!

2010-04-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

hey ,happy 5th monthsary baby stephanie !
i never though that i would have such a long relationship .
thanks for all the love and care you gave me , you're the best i ever had .
despite many quarrels we had with each other , still i can't change the fact
that i love you so much . i swear it's really hard for me to let go .
i could feel a very strong bond between each other .
i will never to put an end to this because nothing is as
perfect , as beautiful and as lovely as you !

2010-04-11T06:39:00.001-07:00

Hey my love .
So sweet of you to blog yesterday .
Let me blog again today !

Baby I grow darker by a skin tone . Ha !
When are we going tanning ?
You should get a tan !! :B

So how's work today baby ?
You are such a busy guy !
I know you have been planning my birthday surprise . Bboy I don't need anything fancy . As long you are there to celebrate with me , That is enough :D

Have you finish your homework ? Remember to do it alright ?

I love you bboy !
<3

2010-04-10T08:32:00.000-07:00

hey everybody ! i know it's been long since i post .
firstly , it's 8 more day to 5 months with baby .
i have never been in a relationship so long before
and baby you're the first one .
despite many quarrels , still i can't change the fact that
i love you so much . to be frank and serious , i have never been i love
so deep that is so hard for me to let go everything that i had with you .
moments we had together , was really memorable and lovely .
my mind just can't stop flashing those moments over again and again ,
i swear to god is so hard for me to get you out of my mind .
is like the image of your beautiful face appearing every sec of my life .
when your not with me , i could feel your soul , that beautiful soul .
we had come so far , i swear i will never let you go !
your birthday is coming and i'm cracking my brain so hard to think of surprises to
make this 16th birthday of yours memorable !
see you soon baby . love you always !

2010-04-10T06:15:00.001-07:00

Hey Mr Junitra !!
Never blog already .
Always so busy with work , no time for me !

So how's school ?
I passed my 2.4 , yeah ! :B
Do you pay attention in class ?
Work hard alright !
I believe you would do well in olevels !!

Don't stress out yourself alright ? I'll be here for you ^-^

Baby !
I love you - mojo <3

2010-04-04T04:53:00.001-07:00

Damn the blog is dead .

Hey honey ,
It's been real long since I last blogged . Sorry it took me so long . No hard feelings yeah ^-^

I hate that you have to work every weekends ! Argh .
Hahaha , make sure it doesn't affect your studies alright ?
I know you can do it my dear !
You know I would be here for you too !

I made for MrJunitra spaghetti on friday . I hope you like it honey -

Damn , I miss you so much !
Cj , I can do the wave thingy (alittle) . *winkwink*

Alright , I guess I'll stop here -
I love you yeah !
Can't wait to see you tomorrow !!

Don't be so fierce .

2010-03-23T06:47:00.001-07:00

Im gonna beat you in pool !!

2010-03-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

2010-03-18T09:41:00.000-07:00

it's been four months together with you .
we've been thru thick and thin together and i could say
being together with you is so great , lovely and sweetest time i
ever experience before . time is just never enough for me and you .
life is beautiful when you're around and i hate that i have to always
leave when it's time to get back home .
how i wish you stay just next to me .
thanks for what you have done for me .
i swear and i promise to use the rest of my lifetime to love and care for you .
i'm so happy today as we really did enjoy ourselves when we're out there .
as what i always say , i don't need any pretty lady , all i really need is you
and that warmest heart of yours .
i love you always queen !

2010-03-12T05:44:00.001-08:00

I hope you are happy !
Go , for all I care ..

2010-03-10T06:14:00.001-08:00

more than a friend , andy ?
cherish him .

2010-03-07T06:05:00.000-08:00

CHARLES JUNITRA !
I MISS YOU SO MUCH !!

Why do you always keep me waiting ?
I miss Charles Junitra !!!
Can you don't always work ?

Baby how's school work ?
What about art ?
I hope you are not overworking yourself !

I love you hubby !

2010-03-06T08:47:00.000-08:00

i hope there is no such thing call quarrel ,
no such thing call temper , no such thing call angry ,
no such thing call attitude .
if only the following sentence that i've mention does not exist .
many would live in the world so lovely , sweetly and carefree.
in order to create something so strong between each other
is to give in to other party at times . somehow , is easy to hold your hand
but is hard to let go . because when you love someone so much and
she build you so high in the world of love . everything seem's so beautiful
with her around . stephanie is with me for 3 3/4 months and it's never enough for me.
i never want her to go because afterall she what i want all along ,
someone who i can lean when i needed support , someone who did all the things for me when i need help . nothing is as beautiful as you inside me .
let the our loves goes on and on .

2010-03-05T07:35:00.001-08:00

Hey bboy ,
I miss you .
Baby came over today , treating like his house already ^-^
His gonna come again tmr , great !

I love you baby !

2010-03-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

my life is so beautiful with you around ,
every moments spend with you is so perfect
this love of mine is so brilliant.
you help me all along when i need help ,
you show me care all along this have touch me so much .
have always been at baby house this few days ,
i don't know why happy moment end so fast ?!
i feel so uncomfortable when you're not around , hell i hate that !
why not you shift over to clementi ? joke , definetly joke .
i know you're having test recently , dont over study yourself ok ?
i'm more than willing to teach you ! love you so much baby !
drink more water .
i'm gonna make a speech tmr in class , so nervous and lastly
that SBH bomb me today , luckily someone bought it from me !

2010-03-01T22:33:00.000-08:00

King !
N and O levels coming very soon .
I hope you are not stress ! ^-^
Don't over work yourself alright , try not to mug too !
How's art ? Baby don't drop art alright ? I know you can get a1 !

I miss you so much ! I can't wait to see you tmr again .
I love you !

2010-02-28T07:52:00.000-08:00

charles would definetly leave a good impression baby !
i miss you so much , see you tmr ! :)

2010-02-26T06:37:00.001-08:00

King came over today , I hope he leaves a good impression .
I miss you . It's really long since we last met .
I hope you had fun today !

When will be our next meeting ?
I love you .

2010-02-26T03:36:00.000-08:00

I'm here at baby house . Had so much fun when you're around with me . It's been long since we met , I felt so happy when you smile to me when I reach your door step . I love you so very much that my heart can't take it anymore . i hope I could stop time whenever you're around because I can't get it enough of you're love . Afterall no one is much better than you queen !! Marry ms asap ??? Will you ??

2010-02-25T06:29:00.001-08:00

I blog again ?
Bboy you so lazy already !

I miss you so much .
I can't wait to meet you tomorrow !
Got to leave a good impression ok ?

So mad at you ! Can't talk to you ! Sad !

I love you king !

2010-02-24T07:14:00.001-08:00

You can't take our relationship and compare with others .
You can't keep following what other does !
Different people have different views/opinion .
There's no fix trends in a relationship , I hope you could understand that .

2010-02-24T07:05:00.001-08:00

Bboy .Why didn't you believe me from the start ?!
If only you trusted me from the start , all this would have been unnecessary and avoided .

2010-02-24T06:27:00.001-08:00

This is the 4th time your saying break .. What does that mean ?
I guess I don't mean much to you right ..
If you can give up someone so easily , then I don't think there's anymore feelings in the relationship .

Think about it .

2010-02-19T20:29:00.000-08:00

I don't know why I can't stop thinking of you all day . This feeling grows every single day that it's get so strong like iron . Can god be nice enough to bring us forward a little bit , forward to age 21 ? So that we could get our own life together in our own home ? I love you more that anyone does .

2010-02-19T20:21:00.000-08:00

hey baby Stephanie , we had lots of fun together yesterday . It's been long since we had so much fun like that . I'm sorry that I could not take good care of you and make you fall sick . I should not have get you cold drinks when you're not feeling well , which ended up you having a fever . I could Not slept well last night as I'm worried if you're fine . Get well soon and pls take good care of yourself when I'm not there with you
. Weather is so humid this few days , drink plenty of water

2010-02-18T04:55:00.000-08:00

hey queen , do you know how much i love you ?

it's our third monthsary today .

we have been thru think and thin and i'm sorry

for those quarrels with had .

our love will continue till forever is over .

you're my first and last baby .

i've been missing you so crazy , can't wait to see you tmr !

2010-02-18T00:35:00.001-08:00

Happy Monthsary king !

It has been 3 months already .
We had so many quarrels this 3 months , but be we had more special moments together .
I'm sorry for all the quarrels we been through .
And though we don't have much time to spent with each other since the school starts , i hope you won't get angry and hope our relationship would still stay strong !

I love you king !

2010-02-13T07:05:00.001-08:00

I'm sorry ! I hope you understand !

2010-02-13T04:18:00.000-08:00

hey queen stephanie han !

i'm back here to reply that sweetest post .

so what's wrong with your mummy again ?

dont worry i'm here with you .

your ava have take you away from me for pathetic 2 weeks!

so when are you gonna meet me ? do you know how much i miss you?

it's valentine tmr , i'm looking forward for that good night together with you .

i love you donk !

2010-02-12T09:33:00.001-08:00

Where are you ?
I need you so much right now !

She is giving me hell man !
I'm so freaking stress and tired .
She is driving me crazy !!!

WHERE ARE YOU ?! sigh .

2010-02-12T09:31:00.001-08:00

Hey king !
I miss you so much .

I'm sorry I can't meet you :(
I really really miss you !!!
Please meet up soon !

When are you calling me again ?!
I miss you singing to me !
So sad you know !

Our third month is coming !
I love you , my sweetest boy !!!

2010-02-09T05:08:00.000-08:00

hey queen , i'm not crazy neither am i insane .

is that i'm so crazy over that lady call stephanie han

who happen to work at splat ! you have this pair of beautiful eyes

at that point of time which is good at long distance passing message

of love . i know you want me and you know i want you too .

i was running away because i'm shy ok !!

how's the day ? it must be a very busy week for you as

you have to be in-charge of the chinese new year performance .

i forgive you and you better do a good job in that because i know you would !

it's been long since we last meet , i feel so untouched and i miss you way beyond max !

i cant wait to meet you up this valentine , i had the feeling that it's gonna be a good night !

see ya soon sweetie donk-baby ! love you always .

2010-02-09T03:00:00.001-08:00

King , this is my side of the story .

I used to go to suntec for work only . For the first few days of my job , you didn't work .
So I felt kindda lonely at work as I'm like the only teenager there .
One day you came to work , and suddenly caught my eyes . During that time , I had to work almost everyday , and I'll be hoping that you will be there . I worked at 12 , whenever I reach there you won't there , until 3 . And whenever I close the shop , you would be standing near the door , I would pass you the shop's stuff and say thank you and goodbye but you were always fierce looking and playing a cool guy . Hahaha . I didn't know you then , until one day you came to suntec on your off day . I was thinking this guy must be crazy , why is he so free , everyday head down to suntec . And that was when Keith help you to take my number . HAHAHA the way you run away when I looked at you was adorable !
Skip some parts as it's the same as your story .
18/11/09 was the day we got together . Just to remind you , you were late on that day !

I love you la donk ! Nehneh Ni poopoo !

2010-02-07T08:47:00.000-08:00

I don't get it why you are so angry :(

I'm sorry I'm unable to meet you this 2weeks .
And yes , Its because of my Ava . I'm really sorry .
You really got to and I hope you would understand my position in Ava . And understand that I got an event now .

I really love you , and want to spend time with you , I really want too . But I can't . I'm sorry .

Maybe I'm not the best after all .
I really love you . I'm sorry .

2010-02-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

This story start like this , i used to always get down to suntec

just to see your face . that's when i don't have the courage to approach

you and tell you how much i miss you every night . ever since the day i

first saw you , my heart have already captured you inside this room , this room that

is specically made for you to stay in.i swear it's hard to get to bed every night as i'm so eager to get to work the next day so that i could see you again .

the day just end like that with your smile whenever

you leave the store after closing it . that beautiful smile melts my heart and i can't wait

to see you the next day again . feeling started to grow even stronger and stronger that i can't

take it any more . so crazy to an extend that i search over the net using facebook and friendster to look for you , i use funny names like felicia , samantha and much more . still i was unable to find you . feeling so disappointed and so shag . keith accompany down to suntec the next day , he was so great to totally agree what i suggested that . this was how i get to know you ! i started to text you and i swear the first few msg was real funny ! so glad that we could communicate well with each other . 18/11/09 was the first day we meet up and that special day we got together . times spend with you was really happy and enjoyable . every moment spend with you is the moment i treasure. till now our loves still never ends despite several quarrels and stuff because you , stephanie han show me how beautiful love is , build me up so high and you spells forever in this love to me . i love you donk !

2010-02-06T08:18:00.001-08:00

King ! Are you gonna blog ?

I miss you !
It's been so long since we last met !

2010-02-06T07:08:00.001-08:00

Hey you , donk ! Never blog already ? :x

2010-02-03T06:48:00.001-08:00

Where is the love ? Where is the trust ?

2010-02-01T07:09:00.001-08:00

You should rest more .
Love you (K)

2010-01-30T05:20:00.000-08:00

I miss you .

Spend more time in the relationship , will you ?

2010-01-29T18:52:00.000-08:00

i don't know what i could do to make things right .

2010-01-29T02:45:00.001-08:00

You totally have no time for me anymore !!
So today the whole day you are free . You turn down the date that YOU asked for , to get your art things . I miss you so I called , I found out that you are out with your friends at town .. Nevermind . You searched for what you wanted already , but still not heading back . Let me guess what time you are gonna call , 10? 11? And we talk until 12? 1? You would ask me to go sleep . If I reject , you would say you are tired .
So in a day I spent less than 4 hours with you .

And this is gonna carry on everyday .

I hate it .

2010-01-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

King , I love you .

How is your nose ?
Did you see a doctor like I told you too ?
You have to take care alright !

(L)you .

2010-01-26T04:00:00.001-08:00

This will be my last post , if we didn't make it through today ..

Charles Junitra , I love you so much .
We have been through alot .
We had great time together and we had times that we quarrelled too .
So much has happened this 2 months plus .
I really had the best time of all with you .

I hate it when you didn't call me .
I hate it when you didn't have time for me .
I hate it when you make me wait .
I hate it when you have to hang because of something else .
I hate it when you have to ditch and go to work .
But above all this hatred .
I love it when you call me just to make laugh .
I love it when you laugh at my lame joke even when it's not funny .
I love it when you fool around just to see me smile .
I love it when you feed me .
I love it when you hug me .
I love it when you kiss me .
I love it when I'm sad , and you tell me everything's gonna be alright with you around .
Most importantly , I love you when you put me before yourself .

I have so many things to say to you yet I didn't get a chance .
But for now , all I wanna say is
I love you Charles .

2010-01-26T02:57:00.000-08:00

King . I love you but , why do we have to be like this ?

2010-01-24T06:26:00.001-08:00

(L)you

2010-01-24T05:45:00.001-08:00

I want the old you .

2010-01-23T20:44:00.001-08:00

" I said don't say you love me when you're not ready to trust me ! "

This is what you said , do you hear yourself saying this ?

2010-01-23T20:30:00.001-08:00

Don't strain yourself at work .
Remember to eat every meal and drink more water ok ?

Read the book I gave you , reading will help your English .

Take care at work ! Ily

2010-01-23T18:37:00.000-08:00

it's not over , i realise my love for you is strong .

it's complicated now . how can i win your trust back ?

2010-01-22T21:23:00.001-08:00

2010-01-22T21:16:00.001-08:00

Do you still love me ? Then why did you have to break my heart last night ?!

Do I still meant anything to you ?
How can you say I don't love like before ?
If I didn't love you , I would be here typing all this out .

And everything you asked me makes it seems like a break .. Stop giving out wrong signs .

Don't hurt yourself , you know better what will happen if I find out .

2010-01-22T19:22:00.000-08:00

yes I remember .

2010-01-22T18:47:00.000-08:00

i had a bad day last night .

she would have just leave me last night due to some reason.

i have no idea now if she still love me like before .

maybe i'm not a great boyfriend afterall , seriously i'm not neglecting you .

it just that time is never enough for me now .

is real sad that you don't fell the same way like before.

i have always though that we're stable and that nothing could tear us apart .

i'm really wrong . does it matters if i still said that i really love you ?

could everything goes on the same ?

if really one day you decided to break this promise , guys out there

if you win her heart . please be aware that she don't like spicy stuff , hated

vegetable to the core . whenever you bring her to any fast food restraunt

rmb to request for no any form of vege in that particular burger .

she like that sweet and sour kind of sweet , get it before she ask it from you .

she have smelling problem , in fact she can't smell anything that is around the atmosphere .

most importantly , treat her with care and love . give her all the time you have and not neglect

her . stephanie i really love you , dont wish to end this ! you told me that we have come this far ,

no turning back . you once also tell me that no matter how many chance charles need you give and

you always remind charles to be strong and never gave up . do you still rmb ?

2010-01-21T06:41:00.001-08:00

here we go again .

2010-01-20T06:43:00.001-08:00

King !
I miss you so damn much you know !

That course stole my hubby from me for 3 days !!!
Baby barely text me in those 3 day . Sadden !

So many things happened these few day . So heartbreaking .
Well , it's over already , let's try not to think about it .

Now , baby it's our 2 month and we haven celebrate it yet . Still have to wait 2 more days .
I can't wait to see you again on friday !
Let's make it memorable !

I love you king !
See you on friday !
Oppa Saranghae !

2010-01-19T03:45:00.001-08:00

I made a mistake , I'm really sorry .

Baby come back to me .

2010-01-18T06:31:00.000-08:00

OKAY FIRSTLY , FIRSTLY i woke up not very happily .

i woke up with a very emotional expression , it's my 2nd month with stephanie

and i was unable to celebrate with her .

you guys must be asking why? i have to attend adam khoo learning skill lesson till 9pm .

actually i was not excited about this lesson which i have attend there for like quite a few hours but

seriously it did benefits me . lesson was hilarious and i was called shaolin master today !

okay afterall , i'm quite happy after the day ends . i'm looking forward to tmr as i want to learn even more strategy to improve ways like memorising , speed reading etc .

so this is for you now baby , so far thanks for always being the one who supports me , who show the most care of all . you know how much i love you , hopefully not to quarrel so often in the future ?

i'm really sorry for acting up so fierce all the time . can't wait to meet you up this friday !

nothing matters more than you stephanie , my lifetime partner !

2010-01-18T04:18:00.001-08:00

King .
I'm here to blog again .

Baby how are you feeling ?
I'm sorry , I caused you to fall sick . :(
I'm really sorry !
I really hope you would go and see a doctor !
I'm sorry I can't be there for you to take care of you .

Baby Please listen to me and go and see a doctor .

I love you so much !
I would never let you go .
Please remember to take care of yourself when I'm not there .

Once again , I love you king , and happy 2nd month !

2010-01-17T08:56:00.001-08:00

King !

HAPPY 2ND MONTH !
I love you so much !

We been through so much together and there is still more ahead .
I won't let you go ! You got believe that !

I love you Charles Junitra !!!

2010-01-16T02:27:00.001-08:00

King , I love you !

2010-01-16T02:03:00.001-08:00

My king !
I'm missing you so much right now .
So sad , you're not here with me right now :(
Charles junitra I love you !

Baby , be strong alright !
How is work ? How is school ?
Sweetie , remember not to overwork yourself alright ?!
How's your fever ? Feeling better ? If not , you got to go see a doctor .
Promise to take care of yourself , when I'm not there ok ?

I love you baby !

2010-01-14T04:50:00.001-08:00

King .

I'm sorry .
You know our situation now , and I'm sick and tired of it .
I'm sorry that you have to go through so much .
I miss the time we used to spend together .

Hubby I miss you so much !
Please don't break our promise !

How is school and work today ?
You must be feeling tired .
I don't really like you going to work , you have to balance school and work plus always looking out for me .
It must be really tiring .
Baby , no matter how busy you are , please don't ever skip your meals ok ?

I love you charles junitra ! I'm never gonna let you go !

2010-01-13T04:16:00.000-08:00

firstly i'm sad and i'm mad . sorry

2010-01-12T06:09:00.001-08:00

King ! King ! King !
I'm here to blog .

Baby , not to worry about your art , i'm sure you will figure something out . I trust that you can surely think of something creative !
Sorry hubby , I couldn't help in anyway , I'm no art genius . All I can do is to give you my fullest support !!

Hubby , so many things happen this few days , I'm sure it wouldn't affect our relationship and your studies , right ?

It's gonna be our 2nd month already .
6 more days baby ! ^-^

I LOVE YOU MY BOY !

2010-01-12T00:29:00.001-08:00

art is killing me !!!!

the picture above is what i did for n level art last year .

seriously , drawing tattoo design is my potential .

it's not that i can't draw other kind of image than this but the things

is that i can't think of any idea to start for my 0 level art this year .

this year i have to think of something new , something creative in order

to maintain a2 if not my result for O this year would be even worst !

real shag ! no choice but to work hard this year .

omg almost forgot that i have history test tmr ! bye !

2010-01-11T03:08:00.000-08:00

it's the release of O level result today .

i was there in my school hall seeing those gratuating classes get their result .

i'm glad for the express class as they score quite well .

at same time i feel scared that i could not make it this year .

as for sec 5n last year , top scorer jing ting score 14 for her O .

EVEN top scorer score 14 , i have no idea if i'm able to reach my target i set .

hopefully , an b4 for english . a1 for maths , b3 for science chemistry/physics ,

b3 for combined humanties and lastly a2 for art . as for mother tongue a pass would

make me very satisfied ! many of sec 5na student last year can't make it .

it give me a feel of wanting to start revision early and i wont face this kind of situation next year .

school was fine , i was able to understand well during maths lesson .

for english , god ! i have a teacher who came from india . the way she speak really kill the class as

her pronounsation sound so like tamil language .

my english is already so CMI + they way she teach = a fail for english this year

what to do ? my english HOD don't wanna change a eng teacher for us .

suffer again this year . it's so different this year . i have tons of homework to do every single day !

so i've to mug so hard this year in order to get to course i want to !

accounting ? banking ? or engineering courses ?

feeling so ....... baby have AVA course for this whole week , unable to meet her up .

miss you so much ! it's been long since i wake up the in morning seeing you beside me .

you're sick , i tell you not to get to school but you insist .

please take good care of yourself when i'm not there with you .

arrrrrrrgggggggggggggggg ! cant take it anymore , cab down when you're free baby !

2010-01-10T05:06:00.001-08:00

KING ! It's my turn to blog today .

I hope you have been paying attention in class . About the 18 points , I know you can get it !
Just work harder and no more procrastinating , that 18 is surely no problem for you to get !

I'm sorry about the quarrels we had . Thank you for always giving in .

8more days * wink wink * ^-^
I love you !

2010-01-08T20:36:00.000-08:00

hey queen , its my turn to post .

guess how much i miss you ?!

school was quite fine from the start , lesson a usual boring .

there's really a big gap between N and O levels.

i guess i would suffer much this year especially on my english language .

i'm aiming for at least a 18 for my O this year , hopefully i wish i'm able to get that .

how about yours queen ?

can't wait to see you again . i'm sorry for the quarrel last night .

you're the best i ever i had , i swear ! love you !

2010-01-04T06:50:00.001-08:00

Hey king !
I miss you so much ! How was your first day at school ?
If only we were in the same school , it will be damn cool ! ^-^

Sorry I can't meet you tomorrow . I have Ava , sad !

Alright , I'm guessing there's nothing else .

I love you Charles junitra !
Stay strong !

2010-01-02T06:16:00.001-08:00

KING ! It's my turn to post today . We haven been updating the blog lately .

Firstly , HAPPY NEW YEAR !

I miss you so much man ! School is gonna reopen soon . You better study hard ok ! Don't look at other girls when I'm not there ok !

Study hard . Charles hwaiting !

I LOVE YOU KING !

2009-12-30T08:39:00.000-08:00

hey baby ! it's my turn today .

had a great day out with wifey yesterday .

we finally catch AVATAR , the show was so damb nice !

i love it but not more than you baby !

thanks for accompany me to get all the thing i need ready for school .

sorry for being harsh at times , really sorry .

i'm sorry for not being understanding enough .

i miss you very much , i swear it's hard to get you out of my mind .

school is gonna reopen so soon , feeling shag as i've to do much pratice on maths to mantain my standard .

feeling tired as i've to start memorising history and social studies notes .

feeling bored as i've to start facing boring lecture .

what to do ? that's my choice ! endure and do well at the end of the year .

same goes to you sweetheart , your turn to pass and it's my turn to wait you outside next year while you're getting your result . wait for me , i swear i'm gonna make you my wifey one day !!

can't wait to see you again HAN ZHEN ZHEN ! love you !

2009-12-29T06:20:00.001-08:00

Hey sweetie !
Finally get to go out with you today .

We went to catch avatar !
Its super cool !
Baby is crazy over avatar .
We had so much fun today ! Baby bought a bag and shoes for school .
Then I was jealous course I didn't get anything , so I get the same bag as my love !
* wink wink *

I'm so glad that you're back already .
You made me wait for 4 days !
I'm never gonna let you go anymore !

You make me so happy baby , I love you !

2009-12-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

it's been so long that i haven seen your face , trying to be strong .

i'm back baby , feel happy ?

i miss you real much .

i just wanna hold you , kiss you , hug you all day long .

i want you for life . can't wait to see you tmr sweetheart !

thanks for the ring . stay close and don't go baby !

wait for me and i'll marry you one day !

never end this love because we're meant to be for life !

2009-12-26T07:11:00.001-08:00

Hey sweetie ! It's my turn to blog today .

I miss you so much ! Come back quickly !

Baby I need you so badly ! My boss keep bullying me !!! :(
Hubby , she keep scolding me , say I never do work properly and all .
My prince come and save me please !

You owe me big time for leaving without a word and leaving me alone here !

I love you baby ! I miss you !
Muacks !

2009-12-25T01:22:00.000-08:00

hey baby, i'm back to blog again !
i'm real sorry for not being there for you .
sorry for making you cry all time , you're really the best i ever had .
right , we've come this far . i wont turn back .
i miss the time we're out there enjoying ourself , your kiss , your everything .
i'll be back on 28 , wait for me .
i know you love me , you're gonna be my future wifey sweetheart.
don't think too much , we're fine .you're still gonna be mine till forever is over.
pls take good care of yourself when i'm not there .
i call you straight when i reach s'pore .
i miss you real badly here .

2009-12-24T10:35:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas baby !

28 December . Please don't make me wait any longer !

2009-12-23T19:43:00.000-08:00

I shouldn't had let go !

Baby , I'll be waiting for you !
Please don't forget our promise !

CHARLES , I LOVE YOU !

2009-12-23T08:12:00.000-08:00

Hey my love , I'm here to post again .
Baby , I know you have not been reading your blog recently .

I just want you to know , don't give up on us !
We've been through so much already !

YOU KNOW I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU , CHARLES JUNITRA !

love ,

Stephanie .

2009-12-21T08:05:00.000-08:00

baby , are you shock to see this post ?
hahaha i hacked into your blog *winkwink*

I miss you so damn much ~
my busy man , always working , no time for me , then now no time to blog le ah?

man , its ONE MONTH FOUR DAYS already !

I LOVE YOU MAN !
We been through so much already , there's no turning back !

oh & congrats on the pass !

2009-12-09T19:17:00.000-08:00

i wanna get this two so freaking badly !

2009-12-09T06:44:00.000-08:00

Love is not as simple as what i think ,

ya right couples may get sweeter and sweeter day by day from the start ,

but the fact is both parties have always got to face disputes between each other .

if you're unable to endure about her nonsense or even tolerate , bye . the love will just end like this .

endure is what it need to nurture love , to be more understanding at times so that

things may turn out in a beautiful way rather than nasty way of act .

i've to overcome this thingy just to get a stable and beautiful relationship .

2009-12-02T19:04:00.000-08:00

sweetest girlfriend of mine stephanie .

so i went over to meet wifey round noon , sorry baby once again for always being late .

it's raining and we're like crazy about going to east coast park .

both of us not really happy , so quarrel start again .

baby i'm sorry for always being so harsh to you , make you cry and i've no idea

how to make things right . but after every quarrel it brings us even closer and closer .

you're what i really need in my life .

God was so great , he/she make the rain stop .

so we get there , have so much fun with baby ! (HOR BABY?)

we went to have stingray for our dinner there . OMG , stingray rocks man !

SO SAD she can't really eat spicy thingy . :(

home sweet home after that .

to be frank , you're really the best i ever had .

it takes a lifetime to complete this promise but it takes a billion lifetime for me to forget someone life you .

2009-11-28T08:47:00.000-08:00

had issue with baby yesterday night .

sorry baby for being so harsh , afterall you're really a great girlfriend .

i don't wanna lose you , in fact i cherish every sec from the start of relationship .

you really suit to be the one who i needed so much .

i'm sorry for what have happen yesterday night , i still love you like what i used to from the start .

2009-11-26T08:15:00.000-08:00

"MONEY IS NOT THE PROBLEM , THE PROBLEM IS NO MONEY "!

oh i need money so badly ! so freaking badly .

i've tons of things to get , tons of birthday present to get for my dearest friends .

sheng birthday is coming - i need money for his birthday present .

elysia birthday just passed not long - i still own her a big present .

shasya birthday passed long ago - i own her a birthday treat .

1st month anniversary is coming - i need to get something for baby .

my clothes is getting more and more sucky - i need money to shop once again !!!!!

i need my pay so freaking ASAP !!!

baby was so sweet to come from pasir ris all the way to clementi just to have lunch with me .

i love you so much ! she's really a nice girl , that cute and innocent girl who treat her boyfriend so well .

i'm so obsess with you , i need you so much . can't wait to meet you again . i'm gonna tell the world how much i miss you ! lastly , you're lips taste so like sugar !

2009-11-24T19:30:00.000-08:00

went marina barrage with baby !

marina barrage is a great , awesome and beautiful place .

it's so windy over there . it's also a nice place for family and group of friends to chill there .

we're flying kite there but unfortunately our kite can't fly up high !

baby you're so hilarious yesterday ! we laugh so hard .

this is what she said to me when she want me to release the string .

HER:"baby fang SHIN zhe , fan SHIN zhe " LOL

you guys must be catching no ball about what i'm saying , but nbm as long baby know what i'm mentioning .

after that we went to cine to catch 2012 ! was a great show but it's damn freaking long .

the duration was like 2hours 45 mins . sent sweetheart home after that .

baby you never fail to make my day so happy , never fail to always be my sweetest girl .

i'm sick over love now , i need you every sec .

it's time to settle down , you're mine forever .

2009-11-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

i don't wanna to just be you're sweetest boyfriend , i wanna be the one you share every sad and happy part of your life .

although we're like so way far apart each other , it will not affect our relationship baby .

our promised is made on 18/11/09 , this take a lifetime to complete this promise .

no one is gonna leave , always commitment to this beautiful and great love of ours .

i love you stephanie .

2009-11-18T19:30:00.000-08:00

DEAR STEPHANIE . .

went to catch astro boy with baby . it was so great !

after the show we went to vivo and grab our dinner .

we get to this gim gary restraunt if i'm not wrong , to be frank the food sucks !

hey baby , time is really not enough for us to get together .

i really hope that time could just stop whenever you're with me .

i love so much that i could do anything just for you .

rmb what both of us promised ! i really enjoy the time we're together .

every moment spent with you , is the moment i treasure .

can't wait to meet you up again . miss ya

2009-11-16T21:24:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey ! i'm here to blog once again .

have been working every single day , it's hell tiring .

sad thing is that i can't get to see my sweetie today , she's not there at work :(

how ? she has this beautiful smile and this cute pair of little eyes which make's me go so crazy about it !

i've no idea why you're in my mind all the time , i swear it's hard to get you out .

when i see you , i ran out of words to say so sudden .

i miss you so badly , can't wait to meet you tmr !

2009-11-13T08:53:00.000-08:00

it's friday the 13th today , sebas told me that it's the unlucky day of all in the year .

yeah , i agree with that cause i'm out with keith today and things seems not right .

so meet up with keith round 3 ? we went to suntec aston's to get our lunch .

great food ! catch paranormal activity , hell it's so freaking scary !

i'm tired , should elarborate more about this some other day . bye

2009-11-13T08:43:00.000-08:00

was another great day out with my sweetest friend elysia ,

we went townie as usual , it's been long since we meet each other and start to update

how's both our life was . she never fail to be the one whose always there for me . thank you so much .

her birthday is coming this sat , may all your wish come true .

hope to catch up with you soon . love ya sweetest friend

2009-11-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

it's so sweet the night before today but it ended up sour when the light show up this morning .

afterall , i'm a failure in all my relationship . no girls felt happy when their together with me .

what i've done wrong seriously ? you said i don't even trust you ?

don't i give enough trust towards you ? Mayb it's truth that i'm not the man who is brave enough to climb all the way there just to reach you . i can tell that you're not into this relationship , you don't treat me as a boyfriend . friends are your priority , you're everything which you can give up this relationship just to be with them . it's really meaningless for me to elarborate so much here , things can't be undone . you're still gonna leave . take great care and find someone better than me .

2009-11-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

can't you get even closer ?

2009-10-31T10:11:00.000-07:00

it's complicated .

it's hard to guess what you're thinking about .

what i know is that i can't afford to lose you .

i tend to always think the negative side of things .

day pass by day , it's you that i'm always thinking about .

i miss you real badly .

TOWNIE !

2009-10-21T23:08:00.000-07:00

went out with chee wei , keith , whay liang , brandy and finally wei le .
actually their trying to find job but ended we went there to catch movie , play around as usual . we watch this show "sorrogates" . dont encourage people to watch it , damb boring to the core . i almost fall a sleep in the thearte . after the show , wei le gtg as he have something on . we start our usual LAN WAR ! haha , lose to brandy again for that freaking dota match . but i , whay liang and chee wei pawn his ass back during CS .
we shout like it's out house there . Hanging out with them was really great . looking forward for next outing with them again .
i was unable to meet her last night , awwwwww how sad is that !

2009-10-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

i miss baby so much !:((((((((((((